Transcript
[0:05] good evening everyone and welcome
[0:07] to club passing what a thrill it is to
[0:09] be here actually live
[0:11] at actually club passing uh it's a
[0:13] strange thing these days to have
[0:15] something in the room but we are
[0:17] so excited for tonight's show let me
[0:19] just tell you a little bit about what
[0:20] we've had going on at club passing or
[0:23] at passeem.org anyway we've had
[0:25] streaming shows
[0:26] every night of the week we've had our
[0:28] school of music classes and workshops
[0:30] happening
[0:30] online we've had our festivals all move
[0:32] online as well
[0:34] we've reopened the passim emergency
[0:36] artist relief fund
[0:38] where artists can get grants to help
[0:40] with their living expenses
[0:41] uh over labor day we're gonna reopen our
[0:44] application process
[0:45] for the iguana music fund grants and
[0:48] keep an eye out we've been having some
[0:50] of our
[0:50] outreach series happening online here
[0:52] and there
[0:54] we've been closed now since the middle
[0:56] of march
[0:57] and we've had a couple of events right
[0:58] here in the club live streaming
[1:00] we've tried to up our streaming game
[1:02] getting better audio getting better
[1:04] video
[1:04] you're gonna be treated to a two camera
[1:07] shot tonight that's right folks
[1:09] two cameras we are high tech um
[1:14] we are are so excited to be here if you
[1:15] don't know about passeem we've been
[1:17] around here in harvard square for over
[1:18] 60 years
[1:19] we've been a non-profit organization for
[1:22] the past 25 of those years
[1:24] and we could use your help during these
[1:25] times we've been trying to get music
[1:28] out to folks we've been trying to get
[1:29] money out to artists for their work
[1:32] and we can only do it with the help of
[1:34] folks like you
[1:35] making donations we have a suggested
[1:37] donation tonight of a forty dollar
[1:38] uh ticket price and uh we have had
[1:42] laurie mckenna in this room performing
[1:44] shows for
[1:45] about 23 years now and she has a brand
[1:49] new record that is out
[1:50] today that we're celebrating and we're
[1:52] so
[1:53] so honored and thrilled to be able to
[1:55] welcome to the club passing stage
[1:58] lori mckenna
[2:02] thank you matt
[2:03] [Applause]
[2:06] thank you matt smith i don't know how to
[2:08] talk to the internet so this is gonna be
[2:10] interesting
[2:11] cause i like to talk a lot you know
[2:14] we're gonna run through this record
[2:16] i'm so happy you guys are here
[2:24] she has a rough side when she buries all
[2:26] the scars
[2:29] and the freedom of a child in the
[2:31] midnight
[2:32] dark all the crooked roads will only
[2:38] lead you home
[2:41] this town
[2:51] [Music]
[3:03] alone
[3:06] [Music]
[3:16] whispered all those dreams in your
[3:19] ear but if she
[3:22] can't make those dreams come true she
[3:25] knows you'll leave cause they always do
[3:27] so she'll wish you
[3:28] well and wait for you right
[3:35] [Music]
[3:45] like
[3:49] [Music]
[3:50] she knows things about you nobody else
[3:56] [Music]
[3:59] knows
[4:13] but if she can't make those dreams come
[4:16] true
[4:17] she knows you leave cause they always do
[4:19] so she wishes is
[4:44] [Music]
[4:48] the way you curse her every time she
[4:51] tries to change
[4:54] when you're not happy tell her she's to
[4:57] blame
[4:59] from the freeway down to the sugar cane
[5:05] this town
[5:12] [Music]
[5:37] stands
[5:43] that's marcarelli right there filling in
[5:45] for karen fairchild and kimberly schlapp
[5:49] [Applause]
[5:50] [Music]
[5:51] and the whole band so
[5:55] i'm so happy you're here with me mark
[5:57] thank you for doing this
[6:01] all right we have a a tiny little
[6:05] audience of family and dear friends here
[6:08] and we're so thankful for all you guys
[6:09] watching online
[6:11] on your phones on your televisions that
[6:13] you've figured out how to
[6:14] get from your computer to your
[6:16] television i'm not sure how that works
[6:18] smart tv all those smart tv people
[6:20] you're amazing
[6:23] and we're gonna sing you the record the
[6:24] balladeer this is a song uh the
[6:26] balladeer that i started
[6:28] mostly because i just like the word the
[6:31] balladeer and i saw it
[6:32] somewhere one night
[6:35] um and it just hit me and i thought oh
[6:38] that's what i do i
[6:39] i sing slow songs all the time
[6:42] and um i should try to write a song
[6:44] called the balladeer and so when i sat
[6:45] down to write it
[6:47] right away this sort of character popped
[6:49] up and
[6:50] character songs are so fun to write
[6:52] because you can sort of
[6:54] find yourself in them and then they go
[6:56] off on their own and you
[6:57] sort of um because of rhyming you have
[6:59] to sort of you know
[7:00] their story will come out in a rhyme
[7:02] sometimes for you and
[7:04] i was lucky enough that this one did and
[7:05] here's the belladier
[7:17] about the weights in the wings
[7:22] tugging on her just to an inner strings
[7:27] all the whiskey faded cigarette bone
[7:30] dreams she brings herself
[7:33] to her own knees with every line so
[7:36] delicate she
[7:37] sings every song that she knows
[7:42] the way that she hears them sad and slow
[7:47] they're never gonna play her on the
[7:50] radio
[7:52] so she hangs in the darkest bars with
[7:55] downshot and bleeding
[7:58] [Music]
[8:02] said he needed her to help him find
[8:05] the worst the father dear never
[8:09] loved anybody more
[8:15] [Music]
[8:29] [Music]
[8:35] where she could wash the trouble from
[8:38] her heart and let it
[8:41] [Music]
[8:52] and she sang for the first time with her
[8:55] head held high and so much bright it
[8:58] opened up
[8:59] new notes in her throat
[9:02] and there was joy in every new song
[9:05] she wrote the
[9:09] [Music]
[9:15] and business people called say that she
[9:17] was finally headed for the stars
[9:22] at least the top of the charts
[9:27] they changed their clothes and bought
[9:29] fancy cars
[9:31] too star man got the eye of a pretty
[9:35] background singer
[9:38] [Music]
[9:49] with
[9:51] [Music]
[10:00] [Applause]
[10:04] [Music]
[10:17] cause he done her own
[10:21] the background singer took the next
[10:23] flight home
[10:25] and the valeria wrote herself a song
[10:30] about broken lot of dreamers who are
[10:33] searching for
[10:34] something they'll never find
[10:53] [Music]
[11:00] [Applause]
[11:11] thank you thank you thank you
[11:26] [Music]
[11:32] well i'm not going to talk about this
[11:33] one
[11:36] i'm not going to talk about it because i
[11:37] have to sing it so we're just going to
[11:39] sing it that's what we're going to do
[11:46] [Music]
[11:58] she shed a room till i was six
[12:01] i'd look across my pillow
[12:04] ask her if she was sleeping
[12:08] try to keep her from her sleep we had a
[12:11] picture on the wall
[12:13] of a baby angel and a golden crown
[12:17] when the world came tumbling down
[12:25] god knows we can't be more different
[12:28] the two of us cut from the same claw
[12:32] one hand must be velvets off the other
[12:37] denim
[12:38] we were sunday morning church beside
[12:42] seats at the dinner table four older
[12:45] brothers raising a little bit of help
[12:53] she looks more like a mother
[12:57] she's prettier and softer and she
[13:00] always helps me find my way i've been
[13:05] lost knows bigger
[13:07] words than i do but we both got the
[13:11] same size shoes no one's ever walked in
[13:15] mine but
[13:16] [Music]
[13:19] me
[13:32] we turned 13 two weeks after
[13:35] daddy sat us down and said your mama's
[13:37] dead
[13:38] and it took me years to realize she
[13:41] wasn't out getting groceries
[13:44] i was waiting on a resurrection
[13:48] saved by my disposition my grandfather
[13:52] crying in the kitchen
[13:54] couldn't be the side of me
[13:56] [Music]
[13:59] she looks more like
[14:03] she's prettier and softer and she
[14:06] always helps me find my way up
[14:09] and lost
[14:16] we both got the same size
[14:31] [Music]
[14:38] our big brothers are gods and
[14:42] we grew up and marry good man
[14:45] god blessed us all with children
[14:48] we're a pretty tight family
[14:51] baby angels framed in my riding room and
[14:54] i stared at him some afternoon
[15:01] [Music]
[15:11] me
[15:13] thank you thank you thank you
[15:15] [Applause]
[15:18] thank you guys
[15:19] [Applause]
[15:21] that's a song about my big sister marie
[15:23] who's sitting in this room
[15:25] of very few people
[15:28] with very few people in it but marie's
[15:31] here which is important
[15:32] and amazing and thank you for but it's
[15:34] like i can't like
[15:35] look i can't
[15:45] [Music]
[15:52] we were going to establish a drinking
[15:53] game
[15:56] but i it's not too late i mean we still
[15:59] could i think i missed a couple of them
[16:00] already but
[16:02] we were going to do a drinking game
[16:03] where if i said the word kitchen you
[16:04] took a drink
[16:06] or back porch or
[16:09] what were my other words kitchen
[16:11] overtime is a big one on this record
[16:14] town hometown town a street
[16:18] street sign yeah bleachers high school
[16:22] you'll be hammered by the end is what
[16:23] would happen but
[16:25] that's why that's but then we'd be
[16:29] right up boy it would be a lot after
[16:31] we'll count somebody start cranking now
[16:33] we'll see how we do we see how we
[16:36] [Music]
[16:39] i had a dream last night
[16:43] that the two of you met you were sitting
[16:47] side
[16:47] by side talking like
[16:51] old friends he looked just like i
[16:55] remember wearing that cold from 85
[17:00] you were smiling like you are right now
[17:03] all free for a while
[17:06] i had a dream last night that the two of
[17:09] you
[17:10] met
[17:13] he was telling you a story
[17:17] i'm not sure which one it was
[17:20] using his hands to mark out something
[17:23] maybe the size of his love
[17:27] he never really spelled that out
[17:30] when he was down here on the ground
[17:34] but it's all right there in between the
[17:37] words and i can hear
[17:38] it clearly now i had a dream
[17:41] last night that the two of you met
[17:47] [Music]
[17:51] [Applause]
[17:55] [Music]
[17:59] in his time but he's somewhere in your
[18:03] eyes
[18:04] between heaven and earth
[18:16] [Music]
[18:25] and whatever you two
[18:27] [Music]
[18:38] and if you mention life is short well
[18:43] that's because he knows
[18:58] [Music]
[19:04] this time but it's somewhere in your
[19:08] eyes
[19:09] between heaven and earth
[19:28] [Music]
[19:37] oh
[19:39] [Music]
[19:56] i had a dream last night
[19:59] that the two of you met you were sitting
[20:03] side
[20:04] by side talking like
[20:08] old friends
[20:23] [Music]
[21:10] macarelli everybody
[21:23] oh boy um
[21:27] i had to put my pick down i'm trying to
[21:29] play this without a pick which
[21:31] is super stressful for me because i like
[21:33] my pick it's like my security blanket
[21:35] but i'm gonna try and when i'm writing
[21:37] mostly when i'm writing at home
[21:39] almost always i i don't use a pick
[21:42] and um but i don't have i i just
[21:45] i have a stage issue when the stage is
[21:48] involved i need a pic
[21:50] but i'm going to be brave and and try it
[21:54] this is usually the point in the show i
[21:56] will ask the audience how are you doing
[22:04] i'm glad that we are good thank you for
[22:08] um i guess you could leave a comment and
[22:10] tell me how you're doing but i can't see
[22:11] the comments is there comments
[22:13] people can leave comments right okay so
[22:16] if you want to tell the rest of the
[22:18] people that can read the comments how
[22:19] you're feeling right now and how you're
[22:20] doing
[22:21] go for it
[22:27] um i wrote this song last summer
[22:30] um for a friend that was going through
[22:34] um a heart a little bit of a heart
[22:36] journey
[22:37] and um
[22:41] she um is very strong very strong person
[22:45] and um and i could tell that she didn't
[22:47] want to burden
[22:48] her friends with what was going on and
[22:51] she has since
[22:52] gotten through said journey and
[22:54] everything is great
[22:56] um but in the in the moment when where
[22:59] she was having these
[23:00] issues um sort of all these things out
[23:02] of her control
[23:03] um i kept sort of chasing her like
[23:06] calling her
[23:06] and chasing her and i'm telling her you
[23:08] can you know we should talk you should
[23:10] you're okay like you know
[23:11] if you want to talk if you just want to
[23:12] talk to me i'm here so i wrote this song
[23:15] and i didn't play it for her for the
[23:16] longest time but um i played it for once
[23:19] or twice
[23:20] since then um and it is a song about a
[23:23] friend just reaching out to another
[23:24] friend and saying
[23:25] i know i can't solve your problem but
[23:26] i'm here if you want to just talk to
[23:28] somebody about it
[23:28] and it's a song called uphill
[23:35] ready
[23:37] [Music]
[23:48] when the road under your feet
[23:51] is dark and feels wrong and you find
[23:55] yourself lost in all your confidence is
[23:59] gone
[24:00] and the stars
[24:05] [Music]
[24:16] sends your knees into the dirt and all
[24:19] your loyal distractions only magnify
[24:24] the hurt when lonesome doesn't quite
[24:28] describe how so alone you feel
[24:33] [Music]
[24:39] hard times and landslides about alive i
[24:43] know
[24:44] like they say none of us get out alive
[24:51] whatever ocean you're swimming across
[24:54] however valley low
[24:58] whatever mountains you climb
[25:02] [Music]
[25:09] i'll walk with you even if it's uphill
[25:16] blessed are the times filled with sun
[25:20] surrounded by your friends
[25:23] those days when all the new roads wait
[25:26] right where
[25:27] the old roads end but should you wake up
[25:31] to every stride outside your windowsill
[25:35] i'll walk with you even if it's uphill
[25:43] hard times and landslides about life
[25:47] god knows we all got some mountains
[25:52] to climb
[25:55] whatever ocean you're swimming across
[25:58] however valley low
[26:01] i'm right here i've been right here all
[26:05] this time
[26:13] and i'll walk with you even if it's up
[26:17] hill
[26:20] i'll walk with you even if it's up you
[26:29] [Applause]
[26:32] oh
[26:36] thank you thank you thank you
[26:39] [Applause]
[26:43] thank you
[26:43] [Music]
[26:49] so that's side a right that's side a of
[26:51] the record i think
[26:52] right okay um so turn your record over
[26:57] take a drink turn your record over
[27:09] it's just water
[27:13] as you can see the bottle was a gift and
[27:16] it does say my name on it so
[27:18] um it was very sweet it tastes really
[27:22] um like something you should drink when
[27:24] you sing too so i might have a sip in a
[27:26] minute
[27:28] so this next song i wrote with liz rose
[27:30] and hillary lindsay in nashville
[27:32] tennessee one day
[27:34] it started with a conversation that i
[27:36] had with my husband
[27:38] jean mckenna um who works at the gas
[27:40] company
[27:41] and he um he called me one afternoon to
[27:45] tell me that he was going to
[27:47] be working late and i was he's been
[27:49] we've been married for
[27:51] 31 years or something like that and he's
[27:54] been working at the gas company for like
[27:55] 29 years or something like that and he
[27:59] called to say that he was working late
[28:00] and i
[28:01] and i was like still working overtime
[28:03] there there's jim mckenna still working
[28:05] overtime
[28:06] and um and then it just got me thinking
[28:08] about like all the things that you know
[28:10] you're still
[28:11] um doing um good and bad
[28:15] because it's worth it in a relationship
[28:17] and i have learned as i
[28:18] i as i've been getting older that these
[28:21] things that sometimes are your most
[28:23] difficult
[28:24] things in a relationship can get you to
[28:26] um the next beautiful place
[28:28] so that's what the the idea for good
[28:31] fight
[28:31] started and i brought it to liz and
[28:33] hillary and had a ball
[28:36] writing this one with them hillary sings
[28:38] on it with me
[28:39] on the record and um might be one of the
[28:42] fastest songs i've ever recorded i'm not
[28:43] sure maybe there's one faster
[28:45] or two but it's not a ballad so that's
[28:48] quite remarkable really
[28:57] exactly
[29:08] [Music]
[29:13] we sat on the front board still
[29:17] too angry to go to bed
[29:20] sweating the last three bears
[29:27] [Music]
[29:36] don't make me laugh cause you ain't
[29:40] [Music]
[29:50] still making a long
[29:54] still working over time
[30:21] good
[30:24] so easy to fall in love
[30:28] so easy to let it go
[30:30] [Music]
[30:32] so easy to give it up
[30:37] [Music]
[30:49] is
[30:50] still working overtime
[30:54] still lying by your side
[31:02] still staying up
[31:04] [Music]
[31:28] still making me crazy
[31:34] [Music]
[31:43] still staying up all night
[31:50] [Music]
[31:58] still a good fight
[32:14] [Music]
[32:18] [Laughter]
[32:20] that was just so that's how i did it you
[32:23] just can't let it resolve
[32:25] it's got to have a was brilliant because
[32:29] i went to the four and mark went to the
[32:31] one and
[32:31] that's what he was supposed to do but
[32:33] when i make a mistake i look at mark as
[32:35] if he's made a mistake
[32:36] it's this look that i have crafted over
[32:38] the past 20 years
[32:40] i went triumphantly to the one too i was
[32:42] just like
[32:43] because you had confidence in me i saw
[32:45] it in your eyes
[32:46] you had confidence in me and you thought
[32:48] i knew what i was doing
[32:50] i always do always have confidence and
[32:52] sometimes i don't know if you do but
[32:54] that time you did and you were wrong
[32:57] i got burnt
[32:57] [Laughter]
[33:00] oh but i could see the hope that was
[33:03] there it was really sweet of you it's
[33:05] good i haven't lost it all yet
[33:08] um we've never played these songs before
[33:12] this is the first time
[33:14] this is the first time um so and it's so
[33:17] nice to be
[33:18] in this room and thank you matt for
[33:20] having us
[33:21] in my beloved home away from home
[33:26] you're getting me this mckenna alcohol
[33:38] wow yeah that's did you try it i just
[33:42] it's really good i think
[33:47] you know what it is what is it is it
[33:50] it's uh is it a whiskey yeah the whiskey
[33:54] that's what they mean about the burn
[33:56] that burn i've been writing about all
[33:57] this time
[33:58] this is it right
[34:01] i was putting together some ikea
[34:02] furniture earlier today i could have
[34:04] used some of this
[34:06] would have helped
[34:12] i'm supposed to chase it with something
[34:13] right as a beer as that would have be
[34:16] what is a chain what is a standard
[34:18] chaser i'm not gonna do it i'm just
[34:20] asking
[34:20] like a standard beer okay
[34:23] that would just be a lot of problems
[34:25] how'd you do with your ikea furniture
[34:27] it's all it's all put together good job
[34:30] i meant to ask you
[34:31] about that it's not my first swedish
[34:32] rodeo as they say
[34:38] oh that's right i've put together my
[34:41] share of ikea furniture
[34:44] um i hope everybody out there is good i
[34:46] hope you're putting up with me thank you
[34:48] so much for doing so if you are
[34:51] um
[34:55] i live in a town called soap
[34:56] massachusetts beautiful stoke
[34:58] massachusetts 20 miles south of
[35:01] boston where i get my southern twang
[35:12] i started sort of faking a southern
[35:13] accent a long time ago when i started
[35:15] recording because my stoughton accent
[35:17] was so
[35:18] thick and i wasn't pronouncing
[35:21] most words correctly or at least some so
[35:24] when i started singing
[35:26] in order to get those r's and letters i
[35:29] had been avoiding all this time i
[35:31] ended up with a bit of a southern accent
[35:34] which i um
[35:36] just i i wear all the time it's just i
[35:39] enjoy it
[35:41] but um but i am a i am a townie and uh
[35:45] my husband i live in the town that we
[35:46] grew up in and
[35:47] this past year or was it the year before
[35:49] perhaps julie would know
[35:51] um they the high school that we went to
[35:54] um was removed in a new one
[35:58] is in its and it is in its place and um
[36:03] watching that watching that building
[36:05] come down
[36:07] over the course of a summer as they were
[36:10] building the new one just watching it
[36:11] come down piece by
[36:12] piece inspired this song about how i am
[36:14] a little bit
[36:16] stuck in high school and so here it is
[36:36] [Music]
[36:39] those memories with drugstore sunglasses
[36:43] i never liked warm beer cigarettes
[36:48] i liked watching the smoke clear the
[36:51] high school fence
[36:52] [Music]
[36:53] i am a self-described black sheep
[36:57] self-describing dinner raised by the
[37:00] village of my peers in the back seats of
[37:03] used cars it took a long time for my
[37:06] feet to
[37:08] [Music]
[37:19] some good man baby born they said the
[37:22] better ones
[37:23] are me so you try on every shield
[37:26] when you stand in every shadow hope you
[37:29] find yourself somewhere between the
[37:32] first
[37:32] few and the back row but you're always
[37:35] scared
[37:37] [Music]
[37:44] did you ever make those dreams come true
[37:48] or is a kid still waiting
[37:54] can't still wait
[37:56] [Music]
[37:59] god bless
[38:03] my daddy's kitchen if he was scared he'd
[38:06] never tell but i sure as hell did listen
[38:09] and it don't matter how many prayers
[38:12] ever came off my lips
[38:15] i still learned how to curse just like
[38:18] he did cause you get in the cradle
[38:22] you can't tell the grave some of them
[38:25] and they be born they said the better
[38:28] ones
[38:28] are me sweet giant
[38:33] [Music]
[38:45] in the hallway 18 and graduating
[38:50] did you ever make those dreams come true
[39:01] [Music]
[39:21] i'm a little stuck
[39:31] [Applause]
[39:31] [Music]
[39:33] thank you guys
[39:37] see i like the floor it's my favorite i
[39:40] remembered halfway through that song
[39:42] that my
[39:42] dad has these um has our graduation
[39:45] pictures
[39:46] amanda's of six and and he has our
[39:48] graduation pictures
[39:50] lined up in the in the living room in
[39:52] order you know
[39:54] bobby donald richie david marie lori
[39:57] and um and it did occur to me one day
[40:01] when i was looking at all those kids up
[40:02] there
[40:04] the whole idea of
[40:07] what we tell ourselves then and what we
[40:09] promise ourselves then and
[40:12] what we what would we tell that kid now
[40:19] the haircuts are pretty interesting in
[40:21] those photos
[40:23] especially the 70s the ones back in the
[40:25] 70s
[40:26] not that the 80s are actually not
[40:28] something i'm looking at for me like oh
[40:30] yeah the 80's pretty tough too with the
[40:31] hair
[40:33] i worked a long time on my hair in the
[40:34] 80s i know that one little
[40:47] oh no you're right wait a minute you are
[40:49] you're good
[40:50] you're good yeah wait a minute did what
[40:53] you're right
[40:54] let me say it on the microphone you are
[40:56] right that has never
[40:57] okay that deserves a drinking game right
[40:59] there
[41:01] if you want to stay sober that's your
[41:02] drinking game the one time laurie's
[41:05] right
[41:06] that's great um i think i'm here though
[41:09] right
[41:10] you are okay yep i'll tell the story
[41:13] um so this next song i wrote again was
[41:15] liz rose and hillary lindsay
[41:17] and i um i did start it
[41:20] at home a little bit i had the first
[41:22] verse a little bit of the
[41:24] little bit of the last verse in there um
[41:27] and i could not
[41:28] for the life of me find a chorus
[41:32] to this song the song started with david
[41:35] letterman
[41:35] um interviewing harvard stern
[41:39] on a show that i saw and david letterman
[41:41] says to howard stern
[41:43] you know they're talking about the world
[41:45] and david letterman says
[41:46] my son's 14 years old what's the world
[41:48] going to be like when he's my age
[41:51] and it just struck me and i wrote down
[41:53] when you're my age
[41:54] and got the first verse
[41:57] and then over like the course of a month
[42:01] a little bit of the of the last verse
[42:04] and still i couldn't figure out
[42:05] how to make it believe it or not i
[42:07] couldn't figure out how to make it
[42:10] even as happy as it is i think i was
[42:12] going even sadder
[42:14] and sometimes i'll even be able to stop
[42:15] myself like no no one ever wants to hear
[42:18] this
[42:18] so um i brought it to liz and hillary i
[42:21] brought him i sang them the first
[42:23] verse one afternoon um after we had
[42:27] already written a song together and i
[42:28] was like hey will you guys help me with
[42:29] this and i played them in the first
[42:30] verse and
[42:31] hillary was like no no no no no no like
[42:34] you need to do that yourself
[42:36] that's just like that's a laurie song
[42:38] just
[42:39] and liz started singing the chorus
[42:43] um and
[42:46] we just you know she just fell into it
[42:48] and started singing it
[42:50] and we still didn't know how to end it i
[42:52] didn't ever think to go back to when
[42:54] you're my age i didn't ever think to go
[42:55] back to that line
[42:57] for the hook of the song and then
[42:59] hillary said well you could say
[43:00] you know you're always going to be my
[43:02] baby even when you're my age and she was
[43:04] kind of rolling her eyes at herself
[43:06] and as soon as she said it we were like
[43:09] what
[43:10] what did you say and um and then we all
[43:13] just started we sang it and then we all
[43:14] just started crying and
[43:16] liz has uh three children and two
[43:18] grandchildren hillary has a
[43:19] four-year-old little baby
[43:21] and i have five children all over the
[43:22] place so we each find ourselves
[43:24] as moms in this song and i was so happy
[43:28] that i got to write it with liz and
[43:30] hillary i was so glad that they came in
[43:32] the studio and sang it with me
[43:34] um we all just cried and um
[43:37] and we wrote this song for each other
[43:40] and for
[43:41] um and for ourselves and this is when
[43:43] you're my age
[43:57] [Music]
[44:04] when you might i hope the world is
[44:08] kinder
[44:11] than it seems to be right
[44:14] now and i hope the front page
[44:20] isn't just a reminder
[44:25] if i would keep letting each other down
[44:32] when i was your age things didn't seem
[44:35] to be this hard
[44:39] riding bikes out on the street
[44:42] playing tag in the backyard
[44:50] [Music]
[44:56] [Music]
[44:59] just don't forget
[45:02] when you're all grown up
[45:05] but you don't feel that way
[45:09] you're still gonna be my baby
[45:19] even when you're my
[45:37] still be full of questions
[45:41] that i wish i had the answers to
[45:45] right now
[45:48] and those dark times might make you
[45:52] second guessing
[45:55] but i bet love will still be making the
[45:59] world
[46:00] [Music]
[46:04] i didn't worry like i think you do
[46:07] [Music]
[46:09] back then in a sense
[46:15] [Music]
[46:27] without
[46:29] [Music]
[46:40] you're still gonna be my baby
[47:05] you have kids someday i hope you teach
[47:08] some
[47:08] lord's prayer
[47:12] before they go to bed
[47:15] at night
[47:16] [Music]
[47:18] like my daddy did for me and his
[47:22] mother before him
[47:25] well something bout it just keeps you
[47:29] right
[47:32] and i hope you don't work too much over
[47:37] time
[47:39] so they can be right there beside them
[47:43] [Music]
[47:51] cause they'll outgrow their shoes
[47:55] they'll outgrow the beds
[47:58] they'll outgrow that house
[48:02] and you can't stop it
[48:05] [Music]
[48:18] just like you're still gonna be
[48:22] my baby
[48:26] [Music]
[48:29] even when you're my
[48:36] even when you're mine
[48:50] oh man thank you thank you thank you
[49:02] songs
[49:03] songs
[49:07] thank you marcorelli you're amazing
[49:18] just literally happy to be here
[49:22] i am too um again thank you um
[49:25] so much you guys for letting us just
[49:28] crash in here and
[49:29] and set up and everyone's been so
[49:31] careful and so
[49:33] um you know just sympathetic to
[49:36] everybody else's
[49:38] um space and needs and it's just been
[49:40] awesome
[49:41] hanging out here this afternoon and we
[49:43] missed it for sure
[49:49] [Music]
[49:51] and releasing the record i thought
[49:54] [Music]
[49:57] i couldn't think of a better place
[49:58] honestly to um to just
[50:00] sing sing this record down for you it's
[50:02] been we recorded this um
[50:04] early last winter uh in nashville dave
[50:07] cobb produces
[50:08] this record for me again um so this is
[50:10] the third record i've made with dave
[50:12] and and the band that um that he uses
[50:15] and um
[50:16] and these remarkable guys um brian allen
[50:19] on base and chris powell on drums and
[50:21] phillip towns on piano and dave cobb on
[50:24] on everything else and and we just had a
[50:27] ball
[50:28] um just exploring these songs and
[50:32] putting them all together
[50:33] and it just seems like a whole it seems
[50:35] like a million years ago
[50:37] and it and yesterday kind of at the same
[50:39] time like my
[50:41] my um my sense of time is not as strong
[50:45] as it used to be
[50:46] um in all this it definitely um lost
[50:49] some sense of time but this was a
[50:51] a newer song to the batch maybe one of
[50:53] the newest songs that were written
[50:54] um before we went in to cut this record
[50:57] and i wrote it again
[50:59] it's a love junkie song i wrote it with
[51:00] liz and hillary and
[51:02] it just started with the title which is
[51:04] you know the idea of twisting two birds
[51:06] one stone into
[51:07] a love triangle of of sorts
[51:12] this one's called two birds
[51:23] [Music]
[51:29] one was a red dress a wild one from my
[51:33] whis
[51:34] didn't waste a minute with her heart
[51:38] [Music]
[51:39] the other was a bloomberg careful with
[51:43] her sweet words
[51:45] unless she lets you hold her in the dark
[51:51] [Music]
[51:57] [Music]
[52:02] one god is
[52:08] [Music]
[52:16] one got to say
[52:19] [Music]
[52:28] [Music]
[52:35] [Music]
[52:40] one song
[52:42] [Music]
[52:58] it wasn't me but he had a way of
[53:01] breaking things
[53:16] [Music]
[53:22] one got to say
[53:31] [Music]
[53:36] his name came up and they fell from the
[53:41] sky
[53:44] [Music]
[54:09] no
[54:10] [Music]
[54:23] to work
[54:24] [Music]
[54:28] one stone
[54:43] [Applause]
[54:49] oh my god
[54:56] thank you guys thank you thank you thank
[54:58] you thank you
[55:01] one more song on the record last song
[55:04] side b
[55:27] you guys are the best for hanging out
[55:28] with me
[55:30] for um for listening for supporting
[55:33] music
[55:36] supporting live music supporting clubs
[55:38] like
[55:39] this magical place that we have here in
[55:41] club passing
[55:42] um we appreciate you so much
[55:51] it's always um it's always such a
[55:53] pleasure to be in this room because
[55:55] there's been so much
[55:56] um history made and music made in these
[55:59] walls and it's just it's magical and
[56:03] um and boston has such a great community
[56:07] of
[56:07] people that take care of musicians as
[56:09] well as musicians so we thank you guys
[56:11] for all that so very much over the years
[56:14] um thank you to all the music fans that
[56:16] have logged on
[56:18] today and this evening and uh wherever
[56:21] you are
[56:21] in the world and i hope you all are
[56:22] taking care of each other and taking
[56:24] care of yourselves and
[56:25] um doing the very best that you can in
[56:28] all of this thank you to mark arelli
[56:30] for
[56:31] [Applause]
[56:40] i made the whiskey face when i had a sip
[56:42] of wine but i didn't need the whiskey
[56:44] but now i have a whiskey face which is
[56:46] good i didn't have one of those before
[56:47] so
[56:48] i learned something new um thank you
[56:51] marcarelli for learning all these songs
[56:53] so well for me and teaching me something
[56:56] myself um
[56:58] and he's he's brilliant margarelli's
[56:59] brilliant he's always
[57:01] st he's always standing to my left
[57:02] whenever i need him and uh is a true
[57:05] friend and a great
[57:06] person a great singer-songwriter has has
[57:08] a new record out that just came out a
[57:10] couple of months ago called blindsided
[57:12] blindsided on vinyl as well
[57:15] just got my own copy
[57:19] and it's um it's a great record you
[57:21] won't cry
[57:22] nearly as many times as you might for
[57:24] the balladeer
[57:25] but you'll be able to dance in the
[57:27] kitchen and do all the other fun things
[57:29] you could make a drinking game up
[57:30] i'm sure listening to that record as
[57:32] well so if you missed a sip
[57:35] um i'll just say a couple words for you
[57:37] now kitchen back porch
[57:39] street light uh daddy there's daddy in
[57:41] here a couple times
[57:42] bleachers bleachers bleachers um high
[57:45] school
[57:47] uh everyone toast yourselves um thank
[57:49] you all so very much thank you to matt
[57:51] smith for having me
[57:52] this evening and taking care of me so
[57:54] much as you always do
[57:56] it's abby the brilliant abby that just
[58:00] makes
[58:01] all of this
[58:05] all this magic happen i'm so glad that
[58:08] my family got to come
[58:09] and our friends got to come and thank
[58:11] you for um
[58:13] for just being here with us because we
[58:16] our songs mean the world to us
[58:17] but they don't really mean anything
[58:20] unless you guys are listening
[58:21] so we're so happy that you logged on
[58:24] tonight we're so happy that you came out
[58:26] tonight and um
[58:28] are sat in your backyard or wherever you
[58:30] are um just to listen to my little sad
[58:33] songs but thank you so much um
[58:35] the record's out it's called the
[58:36] balladeer we're going to sing you the
[58:37] last song on the record and then we're
[58:39] going to
[58:39] let you go find something happy to
[58:42] listen to
[58:45] but thank you all so much again um this
[58:48] song
[58:48] started with my daughter megan
[58:52] she just graduated high school this year
[58:55] and she came home
[58:56] she came home from school one day last
[58:59] year
[58:59] and she was just exhausted from school
[59:03] and she walked in i could just see the
[59:04] look on her face and i was like what's
[59:06] up
[59:06] and she said that b2 hallway
[59:10] is killing me and
[59:13] in the old stone high school the b2
[59:15] hallway was the one was the main hallway
[59:17] that sort of went out to the to the gym
[59:20] side of the school where the one of the
[59:22] parking lots the offices over there that
[59:24] it's kind of like the main hallway that
[59:26] you
[59:27] you see when you walk in and i know that
[59:29] hallway
[59:30] really well and i suddenly could just
[59:32] like picture myself
[59:34] walking down that hallway and i
[59:35] literally could see like
[59:37] patty moore standing outside her algebra
[59:39] class
[59:40] next to the girls you know room and home
[59:44] ac and all these things um
[59:47] and it just occurred to me that megan
[59:49] was in a rush
[59:50] and she um she probably needed to slow
[59:53] down a little bit
[59:54] because all this stuff goes by really
[59:56] fast so i wrote her this song
[59:58] and i sang it in my iphone and i texted
[1:00:01] it to her
[1:00:02] and she was standing next to me in the
[1:00:04] kitchen and i said kitchen
[1:00:06] um and i said one more kitchen
[1:00:09] uh and i said i just texted you a song
[1:00:13] if you don't like it i won't play
[1:00:14] it and she went upstairs to listen and
[1:00:17] she came back down and she said you can
[1:00:19] play it it's okay so
[1:00:24] this one's called till you groan and
[1:00:25] thank you all so much so very much again
[1:00:29] for hanging out
[1:00:31] [Music]
[1:00:33] smoking won't seem so cool the little
[1:00:36] white
[1:00:36] church won't feel so big this town won't
[1:00:40] look so small as soon as you ain't still
[1:00:44] a kid
[1:00:45] that high school won't be so long you
[1:00:48] won't want to get down
[1:00:50] it so fast working a saturday won't kill
[1:00:55] you
[1:00:56] friday night won't be all you have
[1:00:59] you'll understand when you're older
[1:01:04] and get out there on your own
[1:01:11] how time really flies it
[1:01:15] ain't there
[1:01:18] don't see it till you grow
[1:01:24] [Music]
[1:01:31] don't see it to your room
[1:01:38] [Music]
[1:01:46] daddy's hands won't feel so rough
[1:01:49] and his feels won't seem
[1:01:52] [Music]
[1:01:59] that break up ain't gonna break you
[1:02:02] it's gonna sting a while no doubt and
[1:02:06] that tattoo
[1:02:07] will be stupid you think your lucky
[1:02:10] stars that you're chickened out
[1:02:12] you'll understand when you're
[1:02:18] have children
[1:02:20] [Music]
[1:02:31] don't see it
[1:02:38] [Music]
[1:02:47] oh
[1:02:54] you don't see it to your throat
[1:03:04] [Music]
[1:03:24] this pokemon seems so cool drinking in a
[1:03:28] parking lot won't be
[1:03:29] fun time moves faster than you think
[1:03:34] you just can't see it when you're young
[1:03:49] [Music]
[1:03:58] you
[1:04:00] [Music]
[1:04:25] do
[1:04:28] [Music]
[1:04:48] [Music]
[1:04:50] thank you guys so much thank you thank
[1:04:52] you thank you so much thank you so much
[1:04:54] so much
[1:04:57] [Applause]
[1:05:01] that's lori mckenna and marcorelli
[1:05:04] you can pick up that brand new record
[1:05:07] the ballad here uh here where you see
[1:05:09] the links online uh please do make sure
[1:05:11] you support lori and her music what an
[1:05:13] absolute thrill it is to have music in
[1:05:16] this room once again
[1:05:17] uh thanks to the folks that were able to
[1:05:19] come out here and join us thanks to lori
[1:05:21] and mark
[1:05:22] for an incredible night of music please
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[1:05:44] we're so thrilled to be able to present
[1:05:45] this to you tonight thanks for hanging
[1:05:47] out with us
[1:05:48] we'll see you again tomorrow night
[1:05:51] [Music]
[1:05:51] [Applause]
[1:06:03] [Applause]
[1:07:30] you